Up 2, WTF? 252 day 38

Actually I think it might be EVIL Aunt Flo which should be arriving any day now. I have being up even if I know it is water weight. Pisses me right off! I only have two days left of the protocol too! I really wanted to be down but I also realize that that might be impossible with Aunt Flo's pending arrival....Darn pissy

Day 37, 250!!!

Down a pound again, Yahoo~ I can't wait for one more pound then I'l be in the 40's. Still I have 13 lbs to be under (by one pound) my pre-pregnancy weight and 50 more to be under my all time (since babies) weight of 201 (2004). This is exciting though as I have actually lost weight and feel good about doing what I am doing. I am a bit worried about going off the Hcg and moving to the Atkins diet for a month. I hope I can still lose weight even if it is just a little.

Day 35, down again 251 YAY

Day 35, down again 251 YAY~ I didn't have a very good day either yesterday. I ate nuts and was depressed so I ate some of the apple pie I made for Greg for Fathers day. I was still down which is crazy but also fantastic!

Day 34, 252 again

Just thought I'd post! Day 34 and holding. I was at 252.1 so close! I don't like to keep track for the points though. That would stress me especially when they went up!

Day 33 FINALLY DOWN! 252

YAY! I think I might have finally broken my plateau! I certainly hope so, it has been ridicules! I was at 252 this morning! I so want to hit 247 (30lbs) before going into P3 but if I don't that is still fine. I have been very happy with my weight loss to date (other than my week stall) I did finally do a Midol day yesterday and I wonder if that is why I finally broke that stall. I really wish I would have measured myself. I guess now is better than never eh? May be I'll get to that today. SO happy though, hope tomorrow has good news too!

Day 30 254 and holding....

My Weight Chart:

SO far this slightly sucks. Today is day 30! Wow! I am very proud of myself as I have not been on a diet in like 4 years. Weill it is suppose to be a change in lifestyle right? I really hope so. It can get discouraging when your weight loss tapers and that is what it has done. I am stuck for about a week at 254. I went down to 253 once. I know it will drop again, I just don't know when. I also have 13 days left on P2. That is totally crazy! I used to want to go on P3, now I am scared of it. All the food I want less carbs & sugar. I need to make an effort to post daily as I like writing my thoughts down.

Might bit discouraging

I think this might be what they call a plateau. I am on day 26 and I have lost a total of 23lbs and I have been stuck here (From 253-256) since Monday. Today I am 254. I know I need to drink more water and I also know I eat a lot of salt. I crave "taste" which is what salt gives. I guess I need an apple day, too bad apples are not my favorite thing.

Today is also my birthday, my mom & sisters are taking me out tonight. I plan on getting fish and veggies and that be my meal of the day. It's not bad to have only one meal is it?

I am just over TOM and I don't track anything other than full pounds as I think that would really stress me. I just really would love the weight to drop like it did the first two weeks, right not I am tracking like a normal 1500 calorie diet. Who wants that!

I did have two cheats this week, real cheats. My daughter had a bag of yummy rice cakes. They overwhelmed me and I ate the rest of the bag. They are 50 calories to 7 cakes and I bet I ate 21 cakes. On that same day (I think it was Wednesday) I also had nuts. I did it because I ate the rice cakes. I have also eaten steak this week that was not lean steak. Granted , I try not to eat the fat (who likes fat anyways) and I say to myself that it is a steak you could eat on the Atkins diet. I guess it is not working for me though. Starting tomorrow I will me super strict again. Only chicken and fish (I did pick up some handy salmon fillets in 4oz frozen servings). I just need to be perfect and get of this plateau. No fun.. I like losing 2 lbs a day!

Three weeks, down 23 pounds

Okay, it has been several days since my last post. I have been good, I have lost 23 lbs in 21 days. Of course I get greedy and want more but come on, this is fantastic! I am almost out of my HCG, I should get more in the mail but I need more mixing stuff. Clueless on this and the internet which is usually helpful does not always have a lot of information on HCG, message boards and such. Good days though! I still am proud of myself, I mean I am the biggest sugar fan EVER! and I have gone three weeks without it. I have to admit that I am excited for phase three. That is when you have 6 weeks on basically the Atkins diet. I also decided that when I go to MO in August (I will be in phase 3) I will go off the diet for those 5 days. I am totally excited for that and I am planning all that I will eat!...is that bad???

It's been a few days....

Okay, I haven't posted in a bit, Depression? Well maybe it is my stupid period. I always gain a bit with my period so it has not been fun on the scale. I went down to 257 then back to 261 and in between for the past few days. I did have a couple of cheats too. Neither one bad in my opinion.

Last Sunday I made a new recipe for mac-n-cheese. I dished it out to all my kids then way tempted I took a bite. Really good. Well after a half hour or so I was so wanting more I went into the kitchen an dished out about 1/3 of a cup on a plate and ate it. No regrets really. The other "cheat" was on Monday I ate nothing all day as I knew Greg wanted to go out to dinner. We decided instead of going out we should just go to Walmart and get steaks. YUM! I know I ate more than 3.5 oz but it was all I ate all day long and it was GOOOOD!

Well yay for me, this morning I got on the scale to a new low 256....maybe it's all the blow loss, ewwww....